Saturday, October 13, 2007

Spiritual Split Personality

Less Can Be More

The material in the previous post was edited out from the manuscript for Original Faith; in the discussion thread, Pauline asked why I removed it.

To me, an interesting aspect of writing the book was that in the end, I found myself deciding to omit quite a bit of material that I thought was fairly good and at times very good. At some point in refining and organizing my drafts, the following criterion emerged for whether to include material:

Does it contribute to developing the book’s message? Does it contribute to the flow of the whole?

If not – if, say, it was a redundant idea despite being expressed well, or well written and yet somewhat off topic, or personally meaningful but not really such a great illustration or example of a particular point – then I found that such material detracted from the impact of the book as a whole. It bogged it down.

Running on Empty

Also in the previous post’s thread, this from Lady Luxie: "How can I disappear to emerge nothing but myself?"

I like this question, which gets straight to what Original Faith is about. Here I can just point in the general direction of an answer.

What comes to mind is the expression “full of oneself.” If someone is full of themselves, what they’re full of is pretty small. The more that disappears, the more that who the person really is can emerge.

We can take this approach to our work. We can even take it to our lives generally. The editing procedure I sketched above is a small example. I needed to leave myself behind a bit to do that. But who did that? Me.

The other me.

11 Comments:

Blogger Pauline said...
There was a movie I saw once (can't remember what it was called) where a man who'd never played the guitar before picked one up and played beautifully. When asked how he did it, he said, "I just get out of my own way."
7:38 PM  

Blogger vishesh said...
paul...this is interesting...how to emerge or rather merge into one's own self....that is the basic idea of all eastern religions....behind those simple things such as going to a temple,there are many symbolic things associated...for example the value of the journey....

but now a days the meaning of that is lost,it is something which people do because their parents did....they do it for they think it will keep their parents happy,thats what i don't like,not people who go to temples but those who fail to realise the meaning of that place...

but coming back into merging into one's self....when we are dedicated in what we do(what is dedication ?nothing more than doing what we love )then we will see ourselves in it...this again is something external....

to become one,all we need to do is,simply see beyond our cynical and self centered thoughts and let that thing which holds you down go...
11:46 PM  

Blogger homo escapeons said...
"Do or do not..there is no try. Feel the Force."
Yoda

"Just be the ball...
be the ball...be the ball.
You're not being the ball Danny."
Chevy Chase, Caddyshack

Hubris. We love watching ego destroy those who are full of themselves...it's what makes Celebrity Rags and Paparazzi so rich. There is that fine line between self confidence and conceit that we have trouble understanding in others.

Plus there is a lot to be said for the Eastern focus of following your inner cosmic intuition, not as much as Thelma and Louise did at the end of the movie, but letting go.

'I'm sort of a big deal' is the new ironic pop culture double entendred version of our 21st Century battle with our ego. Getting over yourself and all of the psychological armor that you have spent years perfecting is no easy task. Not many of us can handle it as well as George Clooney...
I bet you never thought that we would be mentioning George in your highbrow forum but his self effacing sparkle is what makes him so darn lovable despite the fact that he has it all.
1:55 AM  

Blogger Alexys Fairfield said...
Hi Paul,
I do that all the time. I'll write something that is relevant to the story on that day, but if I wait to post it on the next day, I find that it is no longer relevant. I think its because of the speed of evolution. We think things in the moment and when the moment is over, we think other things. Maybe it's just me?

Good post.
7:19 PM  

Blogger Paul said...
PAULINE: I’ve been interested in the topic of creativity for a long time; my guess is that learning to get out of your own way is a major aspect.

VISHESH: I’m glad you bring up doing things we love to do in relation to the experience of “losing ourselves to find ourselves.” I believe there’s a connection between love and “mystical experience.” Unfortunately the latter is often mystified; sometimes connected to particular systems of belief that do not necessarily have to be connected with it; and often made to sound like something very strange and unusual when in fact I’m pretty sure nearly everyone has at least a taste of it – for example, in response to nature.

HOMOESCAPEONS: I miss your references but get your drift. Isn’t there another one something like “I have met the enemy and he is us”? Maybe I’m making that up…

ALEXYS F: Hard to tell if it’s the same or different – similar for sure. Maybe the same thing in a different time frame. In the case of the book material I took out, it took me years to see that some of it was unhelpful. This was stuff that was relevant, but somewhat redundant; or, say, it might have brought up a topic which, while it could have been included, slowed down the overall reading and reduced or diluted the impact of the book’s major points.
8:07 PM  

Blogger Keshi said...
this is truly enlightening!

Keshi.
12:15 AM  

Blogger Historical Wit said...
hmmm the phrase that stuck with me came from Star Wars also. "Let go your conscious self" and I have been trying to do that since. I grew up in the rural of rural places. We hunted our meat and a big part of the was shooting well. Thats when I learned to "let go" but what got me was no one ever thought of coming back. You can let go a lot, but if you can't bring that feeling back to the person, the self, what good is all that serenity? Serenity now!

Now a days I hang out with my child and learn how to think all over again. She is about to turn two and her path to identity has inspired me. I write more, I started painting. Learning that expression all over again. Learning it again becasue now in the middle of my life I felt I missed a great deal of that expression being full of myself.
12:11 PM  

Blogger Paul said...
KESHI, thanks –

HISTORICAL W: I know what you mean. I think it does happen though. That is, if you regularly do something that helps you “lose yourself” in a positive way, it can end up seeping into your usual state of mind over a period of time.

Kids are great. Having worked with them for 23 years, the thing that struck me is how everything is “out there.” You see some naked displays of self centeredness, but at least as often, naked displays of wonder, candor – even generosity and courage. I haven’t had much experience with kids that young though – mainly age six through ten. Must be fun to watch how fast they learn and change when they're under five.
2:10 PM  

Blogger Hayden said...
Paul, "we have met the enemy and he is us" is from the comic Pogo... written by Walt Kelly. That phrase came towards the end of the Vietnam War (I think) and I'm pretty sure he published a book of comics by that name.

it seems to me that something about 'self' 'masks' and acting are inter-related beneath the surface.

I grew up both very shy, and very animated/entertainer. I learned "tell me who I am, and I know how to behave."

But many of us are still using those ego masks to behave according to the person we would be - and that's backwards.

not sure I'm making sense.....
10:32 PM  

Blogger Rose said...
Thanks for the comment you left on my blog, Paul.
I see you're a thinker, a navel-gazer, like me. I'll come back and spend more time reading your blog. Your editing process seems sound; good editing is such an art and requires strict discipline, which it seems you've applied.
I love Luxie's question about how to disappear and be truly oneself. I think part of that is to try not to be anything else; not the smartest, wittiest, coolest person in the room, not the person others expect you to be. "Just sit in the center watching ... and then forget that you are there." Lao-Tzu. When we forget about how others have defined us - by age, looks, accomplishments - we let go of the ego and become more truly present to our Self.
4:05 PM  

Blogger Paul said...
HAYDEN: “Ego masks” is a good way to put it. Eckhart Tolle talks about the life of ego as being “dramatic” – kind of goes with that.

I must have heard that phrase about “the enemy” without ever knowing the source, thanks.

ROSE: What you’re saying about not trying too hard or comparing yourself to others applies, as Pauline suggests above, to creativity as well as spiritual development. Spiritual development could itself be thought of as a creative process.
7:06 PM  

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